volume 2

you have been the one, you have been the one for me

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

paris called me on the phone last night and started crying. it took me a few minutes to calm her down, cuz she always drunk dials me, but then i remembered shes on her period.

i told her i dont have any coke and she cried some more. oops.

im just so stressed out about everything. the show the parties the balls the trials. and i havent seen you in sooooo long. i dont know if i can handle it she said.

and i look so fucking fat and whorish in that damn video. i just flipped out cuz i couldnt take looking at it anymore. at a public newstand of all places! for only $8.95!

its ok darling. everyone loves you. theyre just jealous. i love you just the way you are i said.

she sobbed and stopped.

do you like my dress?

very classy.

i have to go to some stuffy ball with old people and opera and shit. they wont even have coke there. nicole's out of town and it won't be any fun.

you'll just have to drink pepsi then.

haha funny jackass. did you like my show?

no i was watching basketball.

its ok, it wasn't very good.

then im glad i watched basketball.

shut up.

make me.

she laughed. i could see her little nose scrutch up and her chin poke out. i miss you she said.

i know.

posted by accident at 1:58:00 PM +

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